Learning from the Pain of the Narrow Places
April 1st, 2024: the day my mind rebelled against my body stubbornly insisting that I was fine, when, in fact, I was an April Fool.
April 1st, 2024: the day my mind rebelled against my body stubbornly insisting that I was fine, when, in fact, I was an April Fool.
We register the bird in front of us in a sequence of time since the last time we saw that species; a dialogue between our presents and our pasts.
Interestingly, you almost never see someone reciting the prayer for healing on their own behalf.
Unless one is involved in farming or kosher slaughtering, most of us are far removed from killing animals, let alone killing animals as a ritual offering to God.
But I am not interested in forgiveness right now. Forgiveness centers those who harm.
The idea that one can invoke God and get away with anything has been around for as long as people have believed in God, and it has been a deadly dangerous idea for just as long.
But it reminded me that real relationship happens where there is room to learn and that the process is not linear.
Despite everything in me that did not want to be a father, this small boy is the greatest teacher I have ever met.
We should have the humility to recognize the limits of our understanding and acknowledge the mysterious and secret quality of deep wisdom and complex truths.
Allyship cannot simply be spontaneous moral expression; it has to include disciplined restraint in service of someone else’s struggle.